Claire's client list

Better to keep records of this. Hope this will change someday. Who knows, maybe someone will come and help or is already investigating on Joris.

Paris, Sept-Dec 2012 - list of clients I had. I may buy another book if this horror continues next year as Joris seems to be merciless with me. God knows for what reason.

03/09/2012 - First client - Didn't give his name. Older, silent. Terrified me.

06/09/2012 - Michel Larrieu, one hour.

08/09/2012 - Arnaud de la Gravière, one hour,

10/09/2012 - Bruno Cazeneuve, overnight.

12/09/2012 - Two men, lawyers. Said it was a 'favour'. Had to do them both for free.

13/09/2012 - I spoke with Joris. He is interested in Charlotte. That scares me. I don't want her in that nightmare.

15/09/2012 - Jonathan Marchal, two hours.

18/09/2012 - Henri Bréhal, overnight.

20/09/2012 - Someone who said he was a judge. Was disappointed. Slapped me in the face several times.

21/09/2012 - I spoke with Joris about the incident. He said I had it coming.

22/09/2012 - Vincent Lefevre, two hours.

25/09/2012 - Samuel Debray, three hours.

27/09/2012 - Christophe Aveline, one hour.

30/09/2012 - Didn't ask name. Smelled like whisky. Stayed overnight with that fuckwit.

02/10/2012 - Frédéric Desroches, very humiliating. Three hours.

03/10/2012 - Joris is insistent about Charlotte. I want to avoid this disaster.

04/10/2012 - Guy Montalban, three hours.

06/10/2012 - Jacques de Minuit, weird guy, five hours. I was exhausted in the end. Long. The guy was drunk and couldn't cum. Got pain everywhere.

08/10/2012 - Three men, same suits. Said they were 'testing' me. Overnight.

10/10/2012 - Étienne Collard, high-end lawyer. Two hours.

12/10/2012 - Dominique Arlot, a elite perv. Three hours.

15/10/2012 - Man from Lyon, kind but intense. Good experience? He said he'd rebook me more. But I was in a good mood, I had sex with Charlotte before that.

17/10/2012 - Lucien Perrier, three hours.

18/10/2012 - I had had enough. I complained to Joris. I told him that I'll report him to the police. He said that he still had plenty of pictures of me.

19/10/2012 - Kelly said that Charlotte will come up eventually, one way or another. I had contact with this man with the distorted voice. He said that I should stop complaining and be grateful that I was still alive and still had a home.

20/10/2012 - Pierre-Antoine Marchand, overnight. That was fucking gross. Joris punished me for my rebellion attempt. He said my nightmare will get worse and worse.

22/10/2012 - Didn't show up. Joris was furious. He found me on my way out of school and brought me to a place. He raped me.

24/10/2012 - Raphaël Guitry, five hours.

26/10/2012 - Jean-Baptiste Romieu, six hours.

29/10/2012 - Alain Godin - Gave me extra to pretend I liked him.

31/10/2012 - No client. Joris said I should be grateful.

10/11/2012 - 'A man in a navy coat' - Stayed silent the whole time. Was rude. Terrified me.

11/11/2012 - The one who cried - Ashamed. But needed the money.

12/11/2012 - M. De Castelnau - Wanted to be gentle. I didn't believe him.

13/11/2012 - Again M. de Castelnau. If my arse remembers that guy, I'd be pretty lucky.

14/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - Booked weekly, never touched me. I don't trust him. J-M Duval - Party with three other girls (I didn't know them - Only Kelly was here and she terrified me) - Ashamed. And tired, I barely had a day for myself.

15/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - one hour again because he said he liked me. I don't.

16/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - Booked weekly, M. De Castelnau - Ashamed. But needed the money. I had to buy some stuff a client wanted. And that was super expensive.

17/11/2012 - Weird guy with a photo of his wife - Didn't feel like myself.

18/11/2012 - Didn't ask names - corporate types - He said I reminded him of his daughter. Lovely.

19/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - Again him, never touched me. I don't trust him.

20/11/2012 - Two consultants from Geneva - Ashamed. But needed the money. Didn't know a guy would be that rich. Charlotte is, but she isn't THAT arrogant!

21/11/2012 - Told Joris I needed rest. He said I could rest when I'm dead. But left me the day after I cried in front of him.

22/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - Him again. He still doesn't touch me. But he asked me to come with no makeup, just normal clothes, so I can feel at home.

23/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - for an hour, then I was sent to Grégoire Lenormand - Didn't want to, but he was insistent. He wanted to try anal. Horrible.

24/11/2012 - Benedict Vallois - Again he for an hour after school; 'A man in a navy coat' - Felt tired, couldn't say no. Joris ordered as Kelly was tired. What a bitch.

25/11/2012 - Grégoire Lenormand - Again that guy. Such a weirdo.

26/11/2012 - Grégoire Lenormand - He asked strange things. I refused.

27/11/2012 - Two consultants from Geneva - Wanted to be gentle. Horrible time. As it was after a moment I had with Charlotte who doesn't know fuck all about what's going on. We were at the restaurant, I nearly cried. She has a boyfriend now, it destroyed me when she announced me this. It exhausted me.

28/11/2012 - Alexei Dornier - Polite, quiet. Wanted to talk, three hours; Then three guys, couldn't ask names - corporate types. Two hours with them. I couldn't even breathe.

29/11/2012 - Alexei Dornier - Polite, quiet. same, paid me a lot of lingerie but in the end didn't want anything, just wanted me to dance before him for two hours; Raphael Stern (this guy is a pedo btw) - It felt like a transaction. Nothing more. But he had questionable requests. He said it turns him on to know that i'm not even eighteen.

30/11/2012 - Too tired. Joris didn't send anyone, but made it clear I owed him. He is still onto Charlotte. Turns to an obsession. He also said he had a crush on me since he raped me. I'm scared now. How long this will last?

01/12/2012 - Alexei Dornier - Polite, quiet. Same thing, dancing for an hour; M. De Castelnau - Felt tired, couldn't say no. Stayed there overnight. Couldn't sleep, the guy wanted to fuck all the time when I was trying to fall asleep.

02/12/2012 - Heather. A trans woman. Stayed overnight. She says she's a police officer and she hunts down Joris. But she showed me a badge of the foreign police. I'm doubtful: as all the time I tried to turn her on, and she said she was not attracted, didn't even touch me, but she made me anxious. I don't know if that's a test. But she seems to know a lot about the network. She said she knows that I have been raped in that hangar for three fours by Joris (she saw the videos and she said she "helped" with the logistics - INDEED!) but... I don't know. I'm sceptical whether she will help. But at least it was the first night that I could sleep properly and have a restful night with someone not wanting to touch me. For a long time, I haven't been sleeping like a baby.

03/12/2012 - Tried to negotiate with Joris for time off. He ignored my texts. Had to suck a guy for three after that. Don't have the name.

04/12/2012 - Grégoire Lenormand - Felt incredibly tired, couldn't say no. Joris said that it's okay if I cry when I sleep with him, he couldn't care less. He said he wants to kill me somehow. I'm depressed, I have no energy, and I don't know how long this nightmare will ever last.

05/12/2012 - J-M Duval - Party with three other girls, Kelly included - Didn't want to, but he was insistent. Overnight.

06/12/2012 - Two consultants from Geneva - It felt like a transaction. Nothing more. Overnight. Had no energy. I wanna die.

07/12/2012 - Too tired. Spent the day crying. Texted Charlotte, but she's mean to me. I cannot tell her the truth. Joris said he will send me fewer customers if I agree to work on the trap he plans for Charlotte for her birthday. I don't know what I should do. I can't do that to the woman I love. She will never forgive me, knowing her!

08/12/2012 - Raphael Stern - An entire bloody tied up in a basement whilst he wanted to do domination with me. I was the one dominated. I said I was sick at school. Mum questioned me when I came back home dressed like a slut about my absence today. Things are getting more and more tense. I don't know how long this will last. I just wanna kill myself and jump in the Seine. But even though I'm such a coward.

09/12/2012 - Heather again. Overnight. Same, didn't touch me. I slept like a baby. But she introduced me to her team. And this guy, from Marseille, was there. They explained to me, and I talked about the Charlotte situation. Heather has a different opinion, and in the end, she thinks this: if Charlotte comes up in this trafficking network, then that will be easier to fight against them since she's a high-profile. I don't know if I should sacrifice Charlotte. What would she do if she were me? I can't talk about that with her.

10/12/2012 - Two corporate guys. Wanting blowjobs all night long. Looooong night.

11/12/2012 - Weird guy with a photo of his wife - Didn't want to, but he was insistent. Five hours.

12/12/2012 - London banker - cold eyes - Didn't want to, but he was insistent. Again, rich guy.

13/12/2012 - Too tired. Joris didn't send anyone, but made it clear I owed him. He insisted on Charlotte. I don't know why he's obsessed with her, but he offered me a while without customers if I agreed.

14/12/2012 - Two consultants from Geneva - Thankfully, it was just an hour. But I had to see them the next day again, as they booked an hour the day before and an hour for the day after. They paid for my outfit for tomorrow.

15/12/2012 - The two guys. They booked five hours. I thought it was just one. I'm more and more depressed, I can't do that anymore.

16/12/2012 - 'A man in a navy coat' - I walked along the Seine River after that, wondering how it feels to be drowned.

17/12/2012 - M. De Castelnau - He asked for strange things. Cannot say no since this guy is a damn snitch.

18/12/2012 - Raphael Stern - Didn't feel like myself. He wanted me dressed like a schoolgirl.

19/12/2012 - No client tonight. Joris said he's being 'kind'. He insisted again about Charlotte. I don't know what to do but I need this time to breathe. I feel like a coward.

20/12/2012 - I finally agreed with Joris. I had Heather on the phone before that who guaranteed me that I was now under her protection and that nothing would happen to Charlotte apart from the surprise. I hope Charlotte will forgive me. He said he will leave me alone for at least three weeks. But I must do it on her birthday. I can't imagine that I'm doing that to the woman I love. And this depresses me even more.