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Claire asks Charlotte for forgiveness

Data obtained by:

Vasara Romeka

Data type:

Text messages

Date:

Data found at:

2012

Pont de Neuilly, Neuilly-sur-Seine, France

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It was quite heartbreaking when I found this - Claire begged her girlfriend, Charlotte, for forgiveness. Charlotte being Charlotte, and I don't blame her for this, was not that welcoming.

07:19 — Claire:

baby, please, just...

I beg you. Don't do that.

I love you. I am so sorry, it's not what you think it is.


07:22 — Claire:

getting dressed now

I’M COMING TO YOUR PLACE

we NEED to talk okay

please

just stay there


07:23 — Charlotte:

Why, so you can lie to my face again in HD?


07:23 — Claire:

WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN

I’M TRYING TO FIX THIS 😭😭

you left without saying anything!!


07:24 — Charlotte:

Well, I didn't want to interrupt.

Sorry, didn’t realise I owed a goodbye letter to someone who slept with someone else behind my back


07:26 — Claire:

IT WAS A MISTAKE

I swear to God it didn’t MEAN anything

I was DRUNK and STUPID and I hate myself for it

I LOVE YOU BABY


07:26 — Charlotte:

Yeah. Clearly. You definitely do love me.


07:27 — Claire:

Don’t do this. PLEASE.

I’m coming. I’m almost ready.

You don’t get to just disappear on me like that

I didn’t even sleep, I’ve been crying all night

You LEFT while I was in the shower


07:28 — Charlotte:

Right. So you cheated, then I left, so I AM the bitch. Nice.


07:29 — Claire:

I DIDN’T PLAN IT

It just— I don’t know why I did it

It meant NOTHING and you mean EVERYTHING

EVERYTHING 🥺

PLEASE let me come over

Please let me talk

Face to face


07:31 — Charlotte:

You had your “face to face” time with someone else’s body, didn’t you?


07:34 — Claire:

😩😩

Don’t say that. Please

I messed up

I KNOW I DID

But I need to explain

I’m leaving now, I’m getting on the metro

I’M COMING TO YOU

Don’t block me

Don’t shut me out


07:35 — Charlotte:

I don’t need explanations, Claire. I’m not your priest.

Confess to the mirror or something.


07:38 — Claire:

DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME STILL

or was I just someone to text when you felt lonely

You can’t mean nothing to me overnight

This is TWO YEARS of us

Of you and me and sleepovers and running in the rain and watching you cry when I was sick

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO


07:41 — Charlotte:

Funny how you remembered all that

after unzipping this guy's else’s jeans.


07:42 — Claire:

I WAS DRUNK

He kissed me

I didn’t stop it

I fucked up. I know

I HATE MYSELF FOR IT

but I need you

I want to FIX THIS

WE CAN FIX THIS 😭😭😭


07:44 — Charlotte:

What are we, IKEA furniture?


07:44 — Claire:

STOP

STOP BEING LIKE THIS

YOU’RE BREAKING ME


07:45 — Charlotte:

Welcome to my morning

Try finding out your girlfriend cheated on you before breakfast

Tastes like betrayal and leftover lies


07:49 — Claire:

I’M AT YOUR STREET

I’m coming up

PLEASE just OPEN the door

I’m here

I’m RIGHT HERE

PLEASE


07:50 — Charlotte:

I’m not home.


07:50 — Claire:

YOU ARE

I CAN SEE YOUR WINDOW

I KNOW YOUR CURTAINS

You’re still in your pyjamas, I can bet

Please baby. Please

Talk to me. I will do ANYTHING


07:52 — Charlotte:

Anything?

Great. Start with disappearing. Then after continue with fucking off.

You did quite well at fucking last night, considering the guy in your bed.


07:52 — Claire:

😢

Don’t do this. Not like this

I KNOW I DON’T DESERVE IT

But I can’t breathe right now

I LOVE YOU

I WILL NEVER DO THIS AGAIN

I’M BEGGING YOU

PLEASE LET ME IN


07:54 — Charlotte:

I let you in, Claire.

That’s the whole problem.


07:58 — Claire:

Then let me EARN it back

Let me EARN YOU back

I will wait here all day if I have to

I’m not going anywhere

You’re the ONLY person who’s ever made me feel safe

Don’t take that away from me


08:10 — Charlotte:

Safety isn’t about making someone feel good while you burn them behind their back.


08:11 — Claire:

I made a mistake

I KNOW

But I don’t want to lose you

Not like this

You are the best part of my life

You are my heart

I AM SORRY


08:16 — Claire:

Say something

Please

Anything

Even if it’s to tell me to fuck off again

Just don’t go silent on me

I deserve that at least


08:19 — Charlotte:

You deserve someone who’ll forgive you for this.

That’s not me.

Not today.


08:20 — Claire:

I’m not leaving.


08:21 — Charlotte:

Then enjoy the hallway. The light turns off automatically every 90 seconds.

Make sure you don't remain still.


08:22 — Claire:

😢💔💔💔

I love you

More than anything

Please come down

Just one minute

Let me say it to your face

Let me hold your hand

Even if it’s for the last time


08:23 — Charlotte:

No.


08:24 — Claire:

I’M NOT GIVING UP

I’ll wait

I’ll wait until you change your mind


08:25 — Charlotte:

Good luck with that.

Hope you brought snacks.

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